February 28, 2025, is a blackout date in my memory. That occasion marked a towering, immense, all-time personal and professional goal. I moved into the home I designed for myself and my family. As always with my momentous life milestones, I find it hard to quiet myself and be there in the moment. Just when I want to be most present, my maladaptive human brain drains the color of the world to black and white. So here I am, over a year later, discovering that I live in my own home, that I designed and built with my husband. At [...]